Drawing A Blank

A lot of the time, when I was sickest, I'd ask questions.

To my team of awesome doctors.

And sometimes, more often than I thought they would, they would simply shrug.

I don't know.

Could be.

Yeah, that might be.

And I thought, well, if you don't know...

It occurred to me sometime down the road that I was sort of an experiment.

That what I was going through was rather unique.

Certainly to me, but also to the field at large.

A let's see what happens.

A "once in a career, if you're lucky" case one said, from their perspective.

I am lucky.

So while I was quite obviously anxious to know definites, there simply wasn't enough of a track record to really say.

Could I have really used something other than a "beats me" answer?

Sure.

Sure.

But I'm still here, ya'll.

Beats me how.

But I'll take it.

🤷‍♂️

I do know, though.

If you're asking.

Even if you're not.

I've been blessed my whole life.

Every glorious second.

Oddly, especially, when times are darkest.

🌚